I find it so hard to put my words onto paper. It is so much easier to talk aloud but when I sit and try to write, I find myself getting so frustrated. I type, I highlight, I delete. And this goes on for quite a bit until I can manage to get the words out to at least half way of what I am trying to communicate.
I find myself not knowing which way I want to go with something, sometimes going in ten different directions. I usually know where I want to end, just not sure which path I want to use to get there. This paper was especially hard for me, I don't know why I struggle so much, maybe I overthink it.
After finishing each paper, I literally feel exhausted, and drained. I can only compare it to "white coat syndrome", where just the thought raises your blood pressure, even though it is not really anything painful.
I look forward to more papers, as weird as it may seem, anytime you can improve on a weakness, it makes a person so proud and accomplished. I truly feel like Rocky, except I didn't run up stairs and there isn't any music playing in the background, and to be honest I don't even know what song was actually in the movie... But we will just go with it, because it seems like a good comparison, :)
Hi Monica,
ReplyDeleteI am still struggling with my Thesis and organizing my paragraphs. I change my topic/theme over and over again which I think hurts me.
I too look forward to week five maybe because it is closer to the end, lol. I do think I am picking some things up.
Hang in there, I know it overwhelming but you can do it.
:) I'm a better speaker also. You can gauge the audience and adapt! Writing- mine is all over the place! I write and write, then go back and reorganize. Not efficient, but at least my thoughts are down and I can rifle through! We are almost there! 2 weeks!
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